Mentally and emotionally I’ve come to a point of peace. Still tons to learn, grasp and most importantly heal from but so many insecurities, anger and resentments have passed unknowingly and it feels overwhelming yet beautiful at the same time. Things that used to bother, anger me etc just don’t anymore. Its about fulfillment and serving peace to yourself. You have control of that and no one else does.
The key is to make sure that you don’t stand in your way. If anything compete with your procrastination, your ego and other behaviours that hold you back.